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Goodbye to All This Episodes

  1.

    Prologue

    鈥淚 don鈥檛 dream about him for weeks. And then, there he is, woven into my sleep.鈥�

  2. 9. Something new

    鈥淵ou鈥檒l never find anyone if you鈥檙e not online.鈥� Sophie is ready to start dating again

  3. 8. Going under

    鈥淢ama, I can鈥檛 get to you!鈥� There鈥檚 unexpected danger on a family holiday

  4. 7. Port in the storm

    鈥淗is death is nothing like the worst thing. The worst thing is now鈥�

  5. 6. The funeral

    Love, flashes of anger and remembering funny things

  6. 5. The crowded goodbye

    鈥淗e was covered in flowers and looked so peaceful."

  7. 4. Crashing waves

    鈥淚鈥檓 sorry it鈥檚 not better news.鈥� A hospital appointment feels like a polite break-up

  8. 3. Family portrait

    鈥淗old on, we think. Hold on.鈥� A photo and a moment captured, before it all begins

  9. 2. The secret

    鈥淥f course you鈥檙e crying. You鈥檙e very, very frightened.鈥� And now nobody must know

  10. 12. Moving

    He鈥檚 still here all the time. Yet he鈥檚 not. And a diary has more in it than expected

  11. 11. The shoe

    鈥淪he hates me going into her room鈥�. A pink, strappy, high-heeled shoe causes a big row

  12. 10. Appointment

    The washing machine breaks. The bills are mounting. Sophie almost electrocutes herself

  13. 1. A shadow

    鈥淗e blows a kiss and I see it - exhaustion in his eyes. How didn鈥檛 I notice it before?鈥�