91热爆

1. A shadow

鈥淗e blows a kiss and I see it - exhaustion in his eyes. How didn鈥檛 I notice it before?鈥�

• 22 mins

2. The secret

鈥淥f course you鈥檙e crying. You鈥檙e very, very frightened.鈥� And now nobody must know

• 27 mins

3. Family portrait

鈥淗old on, we think. Hold on.鈥� A photo and a moment captured, before it all begins

• 34 mins

4. Crashing waves

鈥淚鈥檓 sorry it鈥檚 not better news.鈥� A hospital appointment feels like a polite break-up

• 36 mins

5. The crowded goodbye

鈥淗e was covered in flowers and looked so peaceful."

• 34 mins

6. The funeral

Love, flashes of anger and remembering funny things

• 21 mins

7. Port in the storm

鈥淗is death is nothing like the worst thing. The worst thing is now鈥�

• 25 mins

8. Going under

鈥淢ama, I can鈥檛 get to you!鈥� There鈥檚 unexpected danger on a family holiday

• 31 mins

9. Something new

鈥淵ou鈥檒l never find anyone if you鈥檙e not online.鈥� Sophie is ready to start dating again

• 29 mins

10. Appointment

The washing machine breaks. The bills are mounting. Sophie almost electrocutes herself

• 24 mins

11. The shoe

鈥淪he hates me going into her room鈥�. A pink, strappy, high-heeled shoe causes a big row

• 19 mins

12. Moving

He鈥檚 still here all the time. Yet he鈥檚 not. And a diary has more in it than expected

• 32 mins