Nerves, emotion and tears before Challenge Cup final
A year ago rang me and asked if I could get him and his mates in to watch the at Wembley. Now, the 24-year-old Warrington centre is back on the phone bursting with adrenalin, as he finally anticipates his first taste of the famous venue as a player, against his hometown club .
"I've never been to a final before, even as a fan," Atkins tells me after a Wolves training session he describes as "intense" just days before the 2010 final. "I wanted to come down and watch when I was with last year but couldn't make it. This now is the biggest week of my career, it's nerve-wracking and it won't hit home that I'm playing until I walk around the stadium for the first time."
It has been some year for Atkins, leaving Wakefield with a heavy heart to sign for Warrington, the team he was seeking tickets to watch as a fan at Wembley last August, cementing his place in the Wolves side and playing a huge part in winger running in 25 Super League tries - both of them now in the England picture as a result.
This weekend the Leeds lad bids to deny the Rhinos a first Challenge Cup success since 1999 but admits keeping his emotions in check will not be easy. "It's hugely daunting but pressure makes diamonds," says Atkins, who admits his Wembley debut will render him like the proverbial kid in a sweetshop.
"It will be the single biggest moment of my life so far so if I don't deal with it properly the team will suffer. With the coach we have got, I know won't let that happen. If he notices I'm nervous he comes over to give me a pep talk."
It is refreshing to listen to a professional sportsman talk nerves, emotion, and tears, and Atkins tells me this single match is of real significance to him in terms of saying thank you to a leading light in his upbringing.
"Personally the big moment will be coming out of the tunnel knowing my mum is there watching. I'm guessing she will shed a few tears, I probably will too if we win. She actually cried after the semi when she knew her little boy was going to be playing at Wembley.
"She has been a big influence on my life and my career. I have two older sisters and my mum as a single parent. She never had a clue about rugby so my best mate helped by giving me lifts to training, and my mum would give me money for my subs."
Atkins tended to keep her away from games in the past as it was his only release from all the "girly" things he had to put up with at home from his mum and sisters.
Warrington's Ryan Atkins sees the Challenge Cup Final as the biggest moment of his life so far
"When I started playing at she started coming to watch and loved it, and making her proud now is my way of paying her back for all her support. She had to pay my subs and buy my big shoulder pads. They were two sizes too big so I didn't grow out of them too quickly - I looked ridiculous!
"I was only a little skinny lad at 14, with these massive pads on that didn't fit, an illuminous orange gum shield for £2.99, and these cycling shorts on underneath my shorts as I loved Paul Sterling, who wore them on the wing for Leeds."
Atkins is proud of his Leeds roots and always hoped to meet the Rhinos in the final.
"When the semi-finals were drawn most guys wanted to play Saints in the final, but I always wanted Leeds. All my family and friends are Leeds fans, I'm mates with the Rhinos boys, I was a Leeds fan growing up. My dream when I was a kid was to play at Wembley for Leeds, so playing at Wembley against Leeds is not a bad second prize."
Atkins played his amateur rugby at , a terrific breeding ground of West Yorkshire rugby-league talent that also produced Rhinos forwards , and . England captain Peacock has enjoyed an illustrious career without ever having played at Wembley, a run that continues after a knee injury ruled the 32-year-old out for six months.
"I've texted JP since his injury as I was gutted for him," says Atkins. "He looked after me at Bradford, giving me lifts to training and mentoring me, and I'd have loved to have played against him at Wembley.
"For everything he has achieved in the game, he wanted a Wembley final more than anything and missing it will devastate him. He is a great bloke and he will come back stronger."
There will be a huge Stanningley contingent at Wembley on Saturday, 99% of them wearing the blue and amber of Leeds.
"My best mate is going to sit in the middle of them wearing Wolves colours to support me but he will be the only one," says Atkins.
You only had to eavesdrop on my chat with Atkins to get an idea of just why the Challenge Cup final is the Holy Grail for anyone involved in rugby league. I could have put the phone down and wandered off after my first question and he would still have been enthusing about the wonders of Wembley had I returned five minutes later.
"Everyone has been hammering it in training this week trying to prove to Smithy that they deserve a chance," he says of the start to Wembley week.
"The boys who played last year have told me it's an amazing buzz walking around an empty Wembley on the Friday morning and then I'm told the actual standing in the tunnel waiting to come out is the most unbelievable moment in the world.
"We have players like who has played and Tests for Australia and even he talks about the Wembley buzz being beyond anything."
It is a very special week for Warrington and Leeds players alike. Each to a man will bust a gut in training bidding to cement their place, while at the same time hoping to avoid injury. The itineraries are dished out to the players in midweek and the final media commitments fulfilled, before the trip south. Hundreds of fans will cheer off the respective team coaches from and the , before the journeys down the M1 and M6, and arrival at their luxurious Greater-London hotels.
The traditional Friday morning Wembley walkabout allows players their first glimpse of the stadium, first sniff of the Wembley turf, and a chance to grab snaps and videos on the mobile phone. The afternoon is a nervy one before the final team dinner, and the handing out of the Cup final shirts for the chosen 17. Then it's a case of trying to get some sleep.
"Will I sleep Friday night? Probably," says Atkins. "I'll have done all my worrying by then. I'll share with Chris Riley probably and if I can't sleep I'll just talk to and he is a goldmine of boring anecdotes and that should send me off."
Comment number 1.
At 23rd Aug 2010, Fuzzy Duck wrote:Let's get it on.......
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At 24th Aug 2010, Justinpatzer wrote:"I'll just talk to Lee Briers and he is a minefield of boring anecdotes"
Does he mean "goldmine"?
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At 24th Aug 2010, George Riley wrote:ha, yes quite possibly, although Briers fits the minefield tag reasonably well don't you think!
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At 24th Aug 2010, RoyaltyinTheChampionship wrote:Good to hear Atkins story. A lot of professional sportsman owe a lot to their families supporting them when they were younger.
At Wakefield Atkins had a good season last year until he came up against Keith Senior who tormented him when Leeds beat Wakefield and Atkins form didn't seem to recover for the rest of the season. This season he has been consistently good and with Matt King I think Warrington actually have the edge in terms of centres over Senior -Delaney.
Can't wait for the game, bought my tickets early. Last years final had a cracking first 40minutes and I'm expecting this one to be even better! Strange thing is although it could be close there's just as much chance of one team blowing the other one off the park because they are both so attacking. Roll on Saturday!!!!
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At 24th Aug 2010, cynicalyorkie2 wrote:Hmmm...a bit worried about the Leeds front row without JP.
Agree with Royalty #4, this is likely to be a high scoring game, rather than a 'Bradford bore' exhibition.
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At 24th Aug 2010, Phil Rowsell wrote:Being a Warrington Supporter man and boy and having been to Wembley on the last 4 Warrington appearances - I echo the sentiment of Ryan Atkins.
Wembley has to be the Pinnacle of a players career. It means so much to the humble supporters who dream of Wembley every year.
Good Luck to Ryan and the rest of the Wolves.
The Final all neutrals Wanted - The sell-out crowd says it all.
Rugby League can only benefit....
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At 24th Aug 2010, Richie Myler wrote:Warrington will win, even tho they beat us twice in the league id rather do it at wembley. 3rd time lucky. and with mozza and briersy. there only going to be 1 outcome. UP THE WIRE!!
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At 24th Aug 2010, Burt Gidley wrote:Good luck mate!!! Me and the pepperami will be cheering you on!!
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At 24th Aug 2010, jon martin wrote:While I hope Wire can retain that big silver Carnegie thingy, recent performances are slightly worrying on both sides. By that I mean Warrington have looked ho-hum at times, while Leeds look very strong. So I am worried. Rhinos are the bookies favourite, as expected.
I am very sad for Peacock and Burgess. Huge shame. I think it'll be about who settles first(yes I'm original, aren't I?), because as said earlier, either side could blow the other away very fast, but I think it'll be Leeds strength against Wire speed.
Commitment will be all over the place, Warrington will be desperate to hang onto their first trophy in a long time, and Leeds, while winning everything else, haven't got hold of it for years. Should be a belting game, and I can't pick the winner. Good luck both, but Come on Wire.
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At 25th Aug 2010, ayupwire wrote:This article finally confirms just what players and fans prorities are in regard to honours. The Challenge Cup is by far the big one that the fans and players want to win above all others. For my money Wigan,though it causes me some pain to say so are champions...they win the most games so ergo they are champs. The Grand Final is just an imported Ozzie idea just to provide SkyTV with a few more games...The players win a ring of the quality you'd find in a Christmas Cracker. Just witness the sheer joy of the players and fans when they win a Challenge Cup semi-final. Despite the talking down / ignoring of the Challenge Cup by SkyTV everybody knows it's the biggie. Good luck to Akker and his mates for Saturday.
Win or lose...not really important...It's the getting there which counts having said that I'd rather the Wire win it though.
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